The air is thick with chalk dust and the metallic clang of iron. On the powerlifting platform, a man named Jared Maynard plants his feet, grips the barbell, and pulls. The bar bends under the strain of 507 pounds as he locks out the deadlift, a display of raw, undeniable strength. To an observer in the crowd, it’s just another impressive lift in a day full of them. But this lift is different. This lift is a testament to a story almost impossible to believe.
As Jared himself would later reflect, the actual weight of that moment lay not in the plates on the bar, but in the journey it took to get there.
If you rewound the clock a little more than a year from when that pull happened... I was very close to dying in the ICU.
This is the story of the man behind the lift—a husband, father, and powerlifter who walked through the valley of death and had to relearn what it truly means to be strong.
His journey from that hospital bed back to the platform began with something as ordinary as a common cold, which quickly spiraled into a battle for his very life.
The Unraveling: From a Common Cold to Total Collapse
In early January 2023, it started as a typical flu. Jared’s wife and daughters had it, got better, and moved on. But Jared didn’t. His symptoms worsened. His lymph nodes swelled up like a topographic map on his neck and shoulders. A trip to a local hospital resulted in a puzzling misdiagnosis: mononucleosis, also known as the “kissing disease.”
The critical turning point came a few days later. His wife looked at him one morning and said, “You're yellow.” As a physiotherapist, Jared knew this was a sign of severe liver distress. They rushed to a larger hospital, parking just 20 feet from the ER doors. For a man who had identified with strength since he was a teenager, that short walk was an impossible challenge. He wasn’t sure he could make it. Inside, his heart rate was 200 just from standing, and he nearly passed out while registering.
The following six days were a blur of specialists, blood draws, and declining health. He was put on oxygen, developed bleeding in his throat, and lost control of his bodily functions. For his family, it was a waking nightmare. Jared’s wife later shared with him what she considered the most terrifying moment of her life:
...seeing me on a bed, you know, in her words, her big strong husband, too weak to get up and go to the bathroom on his own and not knowing why.
Finally, doctors pieced together the devastating diagnosis. A cascade of infections had triggered a rare and catastrophic immune response.
- Influenza A: The initial infection that started it all.
- Mononucleosis: A secondary infection that weakened his system.
- Epstein-Barr Virus: This common virus, which causes mono, became the trigger for the next stage.
- HLH (hemophagocytic lymphohistiocytosis): The final, life-threatening blow. Described as a “big immune system storm,” HLH is a hyperinflammatory disease where the body’s immune system goes haywire and attacks its own healthy cells. This led to total organ failure. With a mortality rate as high as 75%, Jared’s life was now, at best, a coin flip.
With his body in a state of total collapse, he was rushed to the most intensive unit of the hospital, where the fight for his life would begin in terrifying silence.

The Abyss: Five Weeks on Life Support
Jared was placed on life support for five weeks. His liver had failed. His kidneys had failed, requiring dialysis. A ventilator was shoved down his throat to breathe for him, and he was put into a medically induced coma.
His battle was fought on two fronts: the physical war waged by the medical team to save his body, and the surreal, terrifying war being fought inside his unconscious mind.
The Physical and Psychological Battle
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The Body's Ordeal |
The Mind's Torment |
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Chemotherapy & Corticosteroids: Poison was pumped into his body in a desperate attempt to calm the immune system storm.<br><br>Hospital-Acquired Infections: His compromised system led to severe infections, including one that required a skin graft on his hand from a failed IV.<br><br>Constant Medical Procedures: He was fed nutrients through a tube and was entirely dependent on machines. |
Psychedelic Nightmares: The sedatives induced paranoid, vivid dreams. He experienced being kidnapped by a circus or being a prisoner strapped down on a pirate ship.<br><br>Interpreted Reality: His brain processed the real-life experience of being restrained and cared for by nurses as these terrifying, surreal narratives.<br><br>Paranoia and Confusion: During moments of partial consciousness, he became deeply paranoid, pulling at the tubes keeping him alive. |
This led to an agonizing decision for his family. The medical team explained that they needed to sedate him more heavily and restrain him. As they had this conversation, Jared, in a rare moment of lucidity, began yelling from the bed, "I don't consent, I don't consent," a heartbreaking cry that underscored his complete loss of control.
After weeks of throwing every treatment they had at him, his body still wasn't responding. The medical team was running out of options. They began having palliative care conversations with his wife and parents, prepping them to say goodbye. As Jared recounted, “they started having conversations about there's nothing else we can do past this.”
Then, just as all hope seemed lost, something miraculous happened. Against all odds, his condition stabilized. The team slowly began to bring him out of sedation, pulling him back from the abyss.
Waking Up in a Stranger's Body
When Jared finally regained consciousness, the experience was profoundly disorienting. He described it in the starkest terms possible:
I wake up in somebody else's body.
He was trapped. He couldn't speak because of a tracheostomy tube in his throat. His arm was blackened from the failed IV. To compound the terror, his pre-existing genetic eye condition, choroideremia, had worsened dramatically. He described his vision as if “life had a dimmer switch and you turned it down 50 to 60%.” Hooked up to a web of tubes and monitors, he was utterly helpless.
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Physical State: He had lost over 40 pounds, plummeting from a muscular 194 lbs to a skeletal 150 pounds. He was just "skin and bones."
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Total Helplessness: He was so weak that he couldn't even hold his own phone without it repeatedly falling on his face. His nervous system was so ravaged that uncontrollable tremors foiled any attempt to write.
- Mental Anguish: He felt a constant, brutal tug-of-war. One moment, the thought was, “Lord, take me now.” The next was the fierce determination to fight his way back to his wife and three little girls. It was a grief he recognized—the same anger at God, the same agonizing “why me?” he had felt as a teenager when his vision loss was first diagnosed and he was told he could never drive.
The most emotional challenge came when his daughters visited him in the ICU. The staff, in an act of incredible kindness, covered the whirring machines and the blackened IV site on his arm to make the room less frightening. Jared was terrified of how his children would react. When they arrived, they were hesitant and scared. But his daughter Ellie, the most like him, slowly approached. He reached out his hand, and she took it. In that moment, he broke down.
Later, she would tell him, “Yeah, Daddy, you looked really scary. But I still knew you were my daddy.”
That connection—that knowledge that he was still their father underneath the wreckage of his body—fueled the daunting physical work that lay ahead.

The Climb: One Step at a Time
Rehabilitation was a grueling, step-by-step process. Jared, a man whose life revolved around intense training, referred to his physical therapy sessions as "D-Day." The term captured the immense effort of what were, by his old standards, infinitesimally small tasks. The definition of “a workout” had been completely rewritten.
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Powerlifter's Reality (Before) |
Patient's Reality (After) |
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Squatting and deadlifting hundreds of pounds for sets and reps. |
Sitting in a chair for 10 minutes.<br>Standing for 10 seconds.<br>Taking three steps with a cane.<br>Eating ice chips to retrain swallowing muscles. |
The mental challenge was just as demanding. He had to “remake” the decision to fight “day by day and sometimes hour by hour.” But his resilience wasn't born in the hospital; it was forged over a lifetime of voluntary hardship. As a boy, he was the self-described “fat kid,” an outcast who found his first sense of belonging in the discipline of kung fu, where his work ethic earned him an invitation to the elite “Black Sash Club.” On the high school football field, his coach, Mr. Price, made him run an extra lap for cutting a corner, instilling a lifelong principle: never cut corners.
His years in bodybuilding taught him a harder lesson. He tied his self-worth to his physique, battling perfectionism and disordered eating. This painful history is what gave him the profound insight he needed to survive his recovery. The key to moving forward was a necessary, brutal acceptance:
That version of you is dead. He's not here anymore.
By accepting this, he freed himself from the crushing weight of comparison and could focus on the single step before him. Months later, he finally made it down to his basement gym. With his wife spotting him, he lay on the bench, performing a feet-up bench press with the empty 45-pound barbell—a technique used by lifters to show extreme instability. The weight was nothing, yet it was everything. It was frustrating, but it was also a moment of pure joy. He had a bar in his hand again.
From that single press with an empty bar, he began the slow, painful process of rebuilding, a journey that would eventually lead him back to the place where this story began.
A New Definition of Strong
When Jared finally stepped back onto the competition platform, the day wasn't about the numbers on the bar. It was a victory for every doctor, nurse, and family member who had supported him. It was a victory for his wife and daughters, who got to see their father not only survive but also thrive. He was there, and that was the only win that mattered.
His journey forged a new understanding of strength, one that transcends physical ability. It’s a lesson in resilience, acceptance, and the relentless will to move forward, no matter how daunting the mountain ahead.
Coming back stronger doesn't always mean physically, or doesn't always mean in the exact same ways as before.
Jared Maynard's story is a powerful reminder that our greatest trials can become our most outstanding teachers. From the depths of the ICU, facing both total organ failure and his recent diagnosis of legal blindness after hitting the threshold late last year, he forged a philosophy that can serve anyone facing their own impossible climb. It’s a simple, profound, and undeniable truth:
“You're not dead yet. You got work to do. Go do it.”



































































































